One thing about pain is that it demands to be felt. u know that by doing something u shouldnt do which will bring u pain & will cause u to think negatively & break yr heart even more. But somehow ... u still do it. It's that kind of pain that all u ought to do is just cry & lay on yr bed or in my case, the bathroom floor & u just wish that it might end that very second.

Everyone keep asking me this every time i cried about the person:
"don't u ever feel stupid crying over him while he's laughing & find it hilarious watching u desperately feel pain over the game he won?" "dont u feel stupid, getting jealous with whoever hes with, while hes dont even care or bother of whatever u feel?"

all i can promise u is that one day i'll get numb out of it. i'll be just fine. at this moment, & at a certain time i just cant but trust me i'll get over it, i know its just a broken heart, its just a bad day, not a bad life. Life is so much more than this. i promise u that.


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